1/02/2022

My 2022 Reading Plans

Before the year ends, I hope to read at least one from this list

  • Carry-forwards from 2018 - other books that are mentioned in Books that Taught us that Love is Painfully Ordinary
  • I wish HAVE TO FINISH The Infatuations by Javier Marías. Another Gina Apostol work: RAYMUNDO MATA MADE ME UNDERGO A HUGE READING SLUMP, but 
  • I am decided to read more of her works. Bibliolepsy is coming out soon. 
  • Post-modern work: 1 Foreign. 
  • I have a copy of Wittgenstein's Mistress by David Markson
  • Get into a Buddy-Reading spree! Hopefully, I won't feel any pressure this year. Audio-book - uh, guys, I appreciate a copy being sent to mariaellabetos[at]gmail[dot]com
  • MIRACLE GOAL YEAR 2 is to read at least 5% of the Physical books in my existential-crisis-inducing-bookshelf!!!!
    • rawr needed all your prayers and positive push to get this through!!! Oftentimes, Genshin is lifer so hahahahuhuhelp~

12/11/2021

Silly Sally - My Second Read

Normal PeopleNormal People by Sally Rooney
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

Gosh, Sally got me here.

Honestly, my comfort read is a novel spanning years, detailing the lives between two people, their on-and-off dynamics, their respective interactions with themselves and with other people. My first encounter of this great read was David Nicholl's One Day; Paolo Giordano's Solitude of Prime Numbers coming in close second. This book was the third.

I saw this book from a youtube teaser of Hulu's miniseries Normal People and its twitter raves of "thirst traps" between Daisy Edgar-Jones and Paul Mescal, and how the actress looked like Dakota Johnson, only British. With their ASMRs of kissing scenes, that got me intrigued. Sorry not sorry lol.

All the while I thought this novel is how the author encapsulate a young millenial life: sex and cigarettes during high school, facebooking, messenger apps, college applications and scholarships. But then this also gives a glimpse of what the millenials also ignore (view spoiler) in the early days — depression, anxiety, and sado-masochism. Yes, sorry for the spoiler, but it is Marianne who is into this kink. You will learn the hugot as you dwell into her domestic life, her school life, and her love life, Connell or no Connell.

Imagine tackling these difficult topics in a literary form that is not supposed to be preachy! I know that talking about sex or mental health is difficult, and if you want to have an imposing tone, you can go to the self-help section of the bookstore. Sally Rooney did not offer that. She wanted you to come and sit in the corner and read. And listen (or I guess in this novel, have a look). Added in a splash of social class, and how one feels in a world of meritocracy, mediocrity, and how everything seems to be a business, that even the art of writing is not spared. It is not as heavy as the Communist Manifesto, but Sally made a point that some things are tough because of some systemic issues, and its repercussions of one's interaction with the other.

I don't know, just try this book. This is my Sally Rooney's second book and I am entertained. You should try it. (view spoiler).

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12/03/2021

Silly Sally - My First Read

Beautiful World, Where Are YouBeautiful World, Where Are You by Sally Rooney
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

The author has made two explicit points about her being Irish:

1. The characters believed in God, even though some of them are not religious Catholics. Agnostic, even.
2. They discuss about social class. Even in their daily conversations!!! Who's literate or not, who hates their current job or what's one doing to get all the high-paying gigs and whatnot and so on and so forth.

Sa Pilipinas kasi, ang mga nag-uusap ng mga ganito ay maka-kaliwa, or ND Movement, or mga petit-burgis hipsters sa Catch22 lol

There are chapters that are not interesting enough:
1. Felix's daily grind in an Amazon-like warehouse outside of Dublin
2. The angsty episodes of Eileen (I think Sally created her for the white angsty drama, where she doesn't mind earning low pay because she has parents who love her and have a family home, but still this babaita thinks that her life is sad and miserable—until the last part of the book!!!)
3. Simon's INFJisas Kristo complexity of wanting to help young pathetic women (hahakdog, very first-world writing style, I know)

But the writing is entertaining, and I also cried for a bit when Felix sang a song and Alice looked at him and went ugly crying. My heart was tugged at that moment too. Maybe somehow I relate to that moment, I don't know. Maybe I was an Alice before who was looking for a man who doesn't like me really, but then found a man who really likes me. UwU

Good thing that I read this during this Pandemic as I can also relate to the bleak outlook of the future but still marching on.

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7/11/2021

Dark Mirror-Esque

Charged Volume 1Charged Volume 1 by Siege Malvar
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

The book was released in lieu of the facebook phone-serye way back 2016. This is very much reminiscient of Black Mirror Season 3's Shut Up And Dance but the Netflix series gave it an ending of a stalemate. In this book, however, it ends openly, expecting a continuation of its tour de force. I am just not aware of its other installments, if they are published online via facebook, or offline via Visprint.

Rating did not change from 2018 to 2021. It was engaging, yes, but there are some literary peeves that I am a bit irritated as I read it again. (view spoiler)

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7/10/2021

Solidaridad Soledad Soliman Solosolosol

Gun Dealers' Daughter: A NovelGun Dealers' Daughter: A Novel by Gina Apostol
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Wow, my reading experience is an adventure!!!

I was tasked to moderate Gina's another novel, The Revolution According to Raymundo Mata, but since that book is more confusing and more tricky (with its literary styles), I tried searching for her other works in linear form. After her short story in Manila Noir, this came as another alternative. Bibliolepsy, meanwhile is to be re-released next year, by Soho Press. (view spoiler)

But then again, this book is not really straight-forward. It composed of puns, reiterating moments, scenes going around in circles, and ending scene with a carousel, taking the circular trip literally and figuratively. The book is about Soledad Soliman and her world revolving around the Alta-de-sociedad of the 70s, with the dictator & his wife on cameo, the latter singing Dandansoy and flexing her aesthetic tastes in music and art. Her parents, Frankie and Queenie, are those visionary businessmen who provides military might, via gun trade. They have a beshie who used to do gangster moves - Uncle Gianni, the soltero who helped Sol recuperate in Europe.

Reading the first part is hard for me, not engaging at times. It only kicked off when she started narrating her piece of story, at around chapter 6. After surviving the first 5 chapters with its confusing POVs, the plot started kicking in. It is not fast-paced, there are parts that circulate. Pages that ruminates. Lines being repeated, or words being reiterated. I liked its lyrical appeal. Also, some scenes are really memorable. The long queue of limousines at CCP because the audiences do not walk, the Philippine Insurgency medallion stirred over a coffee, and the fantasy of Sol and Jed doing the deed while stealing guns.

The ending is not like an action film, but rather an update of these Martial Law babies, and it seemed rather unattached to its full-circle effect. But sometimes this is how our stories play in our mind: sometimes intense, but mostly detached.

I suggest that GenZ should really read this to get our of their petit-bourgeois fantasies and really get a grasp of how the Pinoy society works, especially now that our social climate gets to its primitive dog-eat-dog realm.

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7/06/2021

#SalamatPNoy

Ninoy, Cory and NoynoyNinoy, Cory and Noynoy by Yvette Fernandez
My rating: 2 of 5 stars

It was okay.

Made another round of reading to remember the previous president who made the gasoline prices hit at around Php29. But my rage comes from his elitism which caused the poor Filipinos vote for someone "who is simple and will help us all" aka the incumbent demon of the state.

Sigh. #NeverForget #NeverForgetti

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Holy Trash

Holy TerrorHoly Terror by Frank Miller
My rating: 1 of 5 stars

What in the actual fuck did I just read? Zionist ukininam may Israel logos in its pages and pagpatay ng mga jihadist putting the Muslim religion in a bad light?!?

Wrong timing to read this.
Wrong context.
Wrong in all places.

This is a perfect example of a good art, but a bad baaad content. What in the actual fuckery is this art? And I cannot believe my sister bought this?! LIKE SISZT WHY?! DON'T JUDGE THE BOOK BY ITS COVER, GAHD.

Now I have this ugly book as the most hated work for 2021. Amen to the moon and back.

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Klara, the Persocom outside Japan

Klara and the SunKlara and the Sun by Kazuo Ishiguro
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Chobits + Never Let Me Go vibes.

I wouldn't even realize that AIs also form superstitions like actual humans do. This novel's strong point is the Theatre scene in part four, where all sorts of tensions/friction was intentionally written there, but rather being resolved one by one, it was left there in the open.

Sad bit on the ending though. I was not expecting the ending plot-wise, but dang, that quotable quote Klara said:
There was something very special, but it wasn't inside Josie. It was inside those who loved her. That's why I think now Mr. Capaldi was wrong and I wouldn't hVe succeeded. So I'm glad I decided as I did.


Gosh, Klara. I hope all AIs will be insightful as you are. But sadly, they are only used to throw advertisements and victimize humans by curating the content people want to see, based on their search histories. At this point, it is still better to let the Earth burn before co-mingling with Persocom (or AFs, in Ishiguro's universe).

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Reiraku 零落

DownfallDownfall by Inio Asano
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Downfall is a difficult read.

It struck a chord when I read that specific page of a fan meeting the author himself, telling him of her personal stories of coping with depression. I cannot help but cry at how raw the fan's feelings are, and how it absolutely topples down Fukuzawa's notion of the Manga industry and his self-imposed identity as a manga artist:
That's the law. As long as it sells.
If there is admirable in this specific manga artist, it is his grit. He may lost his passion to draw over the years because of the scarring reality of the grind (especially in the capitalized setting of a creative realm), but that passion turned into angst, then into full surrender, then finally, into a need to survive. After all,
Freedom should be the means, not the goal.
This is more of his salvo, the everyday motivation to create and to earn, and to finally, to go on with life.

I've read some of the book reviews here and people gave it one or two stars because the manga artist Fukuzawa is hard to understand, or self-absorbed, or even causing harm to the people around him. But do these readers know that's kind of a victim-blaming to the person undergoing depression in the first place...? If they have someone in the family, or a close friend, who has this exact Downfall / downward spiral episode, won't they feel empathy instead?

My one star drop is due to the (view spoiler) Perhaps Inio Asano put that out in the open, hmmm? That Japan is still sexist and belittling women even though we are nearing the end of 2021.

I advise you to start Solanin first, or even Oyasumi Punpun, before getting to this novel. It tackles old age, the brutality of the industry, and crisis that GenZ glosses over mostly: Depression.

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XL0426 Direct Flight from Manila to JFK

The Son of Good FortuneThe Son of Good Fortune by Lysley Tenorio
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

I am putting bullet points as this book is to be discussed with some bookish friends over the next two weeks of June:

> Joker is heart. Like a cool grandpa and master in Karate Kid
> Pamintang durog = drives the deers away
> Maximattack = must remember
> Takteng pelikula naalala ko Cynthia Luster bigla na may tsako
> Sorry not sorry for Sab pero ano ka neng, trying hard MPDG eh sadgurl manipulative naman? Ikaw pala dahilan ng one star
> Monstress vibes on the movie on mute for some reason smh medyo surreal and sad
> What's with Russian kontrabida? Almost white ang plot device for a Fil-am author. Also a reason for that one star.
> MUST REMEMBER THE THRILL ON THE LAST THREE CHAPTERS, WORTHY TO REMEMBER AY!!!
> Umuwi at uuwi, nice contrasts for being in two places at once. Same with jetlag.
> Lysley's writing is not forced, and not trying hard, unlike the Eczema adventure in Castillo's America is not the heart.
> Excel can live. Maraming mga bata sa US na undocumented but lived and got through with life. Muscle of the hustle, yow, you just YOLO.

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